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tequilacake:

1pound for these nutella/custard filled churros. 

tequilacake:

1pound for these nutella/custard filled churros. 

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This was home for 6 weeks over the summer. 

This was home for 6 weeks over the summer. 

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cannot stop thinking about churros

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I miss this. And all the people it brought me. 

I miss this. And all the people it brought me. 

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Gap Year not living up to Expectations

I don’t know how to trust people, I have a crippling lack of self worth, the most played feeling on my emotions playlist is abandonment, I don’t know what it feels like to not get rejected, I have anxiety about stupid things like which door to use on buildings with more than one door, or ordering food, or making a phone call, I get easily attached to men. Right now it’s really hard to focus on all the good parts of my life because of being alone so much. I get up in the afternoon, shower, eat and that’s my day. Sometimes I go to sleep before morning, but that’s usually only when I work the next day. I am currently recovering from one of the most painful heartbreaks Ii have been through. I’m so worried that I’m going to spiral down to where I was two years ago; fat, sick, and ready to die. I don’t post on here a lot. Ever. But I need a way to let this out. I am a very intense person, I put off an image of a strong, happy, independent person. However, on the inside I’m just a scared little girl with a horrible fear of losing everyone that matters. I love the outdoors, I don’t have a prejudice atom or anything in my body or soul, I am a musician. My mother is one of my best friends. This is not a cry for help; it is simply a release method for me because I have nobody right now who really cares to listen. My listener/confidant/bodyguard at school/comic relief is currently impossible to reach and I will probably barely see him for the rest of my life. 

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Dallas Green knows.

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I fell in love with that boy, I met that man, but over the passed year I’ve had to watch him throw his life and health away. It breaks my heart a little every time I see him. I see how unhappy and unfulfilled he is and it breaks my heart.

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my fucking life

my fucking life

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